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eddiemag:

When you’re up late at night and can’t sleep
Its 3am. Everyones asleep, except for you. This is when the world is most vulnerable. When you can’t sleep, look out the window. Talk a walk, you’ll be glad you did. The world is asleep, but the stars are awake. There is beauty somewhere there. The lights are brighter now, compared to the darkness around it.
Think about certain things. Think about your family. Remember to call your grandma soon, they’re only gonna be here for a little bit now, ask for some of their wisdom. Think about him. Think about the one. Think about them sleeping, thing about what they are doing right now. Are they also taking a walk, wondering if you’re asleep too?
The world is a beautiful thing, it just depends on how you’re supposed to look at it. The people around you make the world a better place. 

eddiemag:

When you’re up late at night and can’t sleep

Its 3am. Everyones asleep, except for you. This is when the world is most vulnerable. When you can’t sleep, look out the window. Talk a walk, you’ll be glad you did. The world is asleep, but the stars are awake. There is beauty somewhere there. The lights are brighter now, compared to the darkness around it.

Think about certain things. Think about your family. Remember to call your grandma soon, they’re only gonna be here for a little bit now, ask for some of their wisdom. Think about him. Think about the one. Think about them sleeping, thing about what they are doing right now. Are they also taking a walk, wondering if you’re asleep too?

The world is a beautiful thing, it just depends on how you’re supposed to look at it. The people around you make the world a better place. 

Hindi ko mapigilang di mapaisip sa mga babaeng nagustuhan o minahal mo noon, lalo na kapag mag-isa lang ako at tinatamaan na ako ng kung anu-anong saltik sa utak. Kaya siguro madalas napapastalk ako nang wala sa oras. Minsan gusto ko na ngang itanong kung anong nagustuhan mo sa kanila, pero feeling ko pagkaginawa ko naman, parang sinaktan ko lang sarili ko. Sobrang insecure ko. Nakikinita ko na na kapag sinagot mo yung tanong na yun, ikukumpara ko nanaman sarili ko. 

Ano nga ba naman kasi nagustuhan mo sa akin? Madami ako masasabing negative sa sarili ko, at di ko sasabihin yun to fish for compliments dahil yun talaga yung tingin ko sa sarili ko. Di ko lang talaga maintindihan kung bakit ka nagtitiyaga sakin kung sobrang dami namang babaeng mas matino kaysa sakin; sobrang dameng babaeng mas madaming magandang attributes kaysa sakin. Ilang babae naman ‘yang nakakasalamuha mo every day, sakin ka pa bumagsak. Why settle with something na nasa level ko lang? 

Alam ko sinabi mo na sa akin na wag kong itanong kung bakit mo ko nagustuhan, kasi di mo alam kung anong isasagot mo. Oo, sinabi ko okay lang sa akin kasi di ko din naman halos alam kung anong isasagot ko kung sakaling ako naman yung tanungin mo kung bakit kita nagustuhan. Pero babae pa rin ako e. May part pa rin sa akin na gusto alamin yung ganung bagay. Parang gusto ko parin alamin kung bakit, kahit na alam kong maliit na bagay lang ‘yun. Ewan ko, may sense pa ba yung sinasabi ko.

Feeling ko tuloy nagiging demanding ako. Yung una, sa forever thingy. Ngayon, eto naman. 

Hmm, yae na. Ngayon ko lang naman mararamdaman ‘to eh. Pagkatapos nito, parang wala nalang ulit sa akin.