So there’s this guy that I happen to like at my block. Well not really like na parang I want ‘something’ to happen between us. I just like him because he’s so DARN cute (esp when he smiles, MY GOODNESS). Last Thursday, he was looking at me and syempre, dahil may pagka-feelingera ako tumingin din ako sa kanya but I felt really ‘ilang’ that I immediately looked away. Fuck lang, parang nag-blush pa nga ako inside. Hahahahahahahah

Anyway, we had our NSTP kanina and obviously, because he’s our blockmate, he’s also there. But this time around, he’s with a girl na from COB din but not the same block as ours. I will not call it jealousy but I most probably snatch a glance for a couple of times to the girl who’s with him. FUCK, IS THAT EVEN NORMAL? Yeah, I’m probably a psycho.

After the NSTP, we were rushing out of the Auditorium to take the stairs and he was there malapit sa amin. And he fucking looked at me and fucking smiled and fucking high-fived me. FUCKING FUCK, THAT’S TOO MUCH CUTENESS. I don’t know, man. I was making a face at him but really, my insides were all floating to cloud 9. PLEASE, IF EVER SOMEONE’S READING THIS, HELP ME FUCKING STOP THIS WHATEVER THIS IS. Argh, darn it.